i like to lift heavy things and have no idea what is going on with my life.

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The realest people don’t have a lot of friends.
- Tupac (via get-fit2fuck)

(Source: blvcknvy)

I am weird and I will never be sorry for it. Never ever ever.

it’s an amazing feeling when you meet someone who you just click with. i thought i’ve clicked with people before, but this is on another level. like he is as crazy as me and it causes us to laugh endlessly together at stupid shit. the big things he is afraid to tell people, he tells me and it doesn’t change how I feel about him one bit. his touch is like a drug I can never get enough of. the fact that he is as into bodybuilding as me and understands the life without explaining why I do what you do. he can turn me on at the gym as much as he can turn me on in private.

i’ll be damned if you get away. it’s been really fast, but I feel like I’ve known you forever. you’re my beast.


Everything Love

I’m breaking the cycle. I wanted you so bad, but I’m not gonna be your go to girl. I’ll be your girlfriend or your friend. I’m worth so much more than being an option and I’ve finally realized it and DAMN IT FEELS SO GOOD!

sometimes you have to leave something that’s good because you know you deserve better. not an easy decision to make.

no matter how busy someone is, if they truly care, they will find time for you AND the gym.

If they don’t reply to your texts — they’re not interested in you.

If they don’t call you — they’re not interested in you.

If they forget your birthday — they’re not interested in you.

If they’re hung up on their ex — they’re not interested in you.

If they’re obsessed with being single — they’re not interested in you.

If they don’t want to meet your friends — they’re not interested in you.

If they don’t want you to meet their friends — they’re not interested in you.

If they don’t ask questions about your life — they’re not interested in you.

If they don’t tell you things about their life — they’re not interested in you.

If they only speak to you when they want to have sex with you — they’re not interested in you.

If they only have sex with you when they’re drunk — they’re not interested in you.

If they say “should we just keep this between us?’ after you have sex with them — they’re not interested in you.

If they can always find a psychobabble rationale about who “I am” or “you are” or “we are” as reason why you can’t be together — they’re not interested in you.

If they have said for more than six months that they would like to be with you “BUT” — they’re not interested in you.

And if you still need convincing — think of it this way. Think of what the real day-to-day of life is taken up by. Life is birthday parties at terrible pubs. Life is losing your credit card and the annual Melbourne Cup sweepstake in the office. Life is hen’s nights, bucks’ nights, sitting on the phone for three hours to get U2 tickets and not getting them, the apartment upstairs flooding your house, interval training, calorie counting, cancer scares, illegal mini cabs, Secret Santa, rail replacement buses and Dido albums. Dogs die, cars crash, bin liners break, contracts end, curtain rails collapse, trains get delayed, football teams lose. Divorce happens and so do earthquakes and so does An Audience With Michael Bublé. Landlords put rent up, phones get stolen and the supermarket often completely runs out of hummus.

Now, taking all of the above into account — you look me dead in the eye and tell me the truth. Do you really have enough spare energy to pursue someone who isn’t interested in you? Do you really want to waste any more time on top of all of that? No. Me neither. So give it up, my friend. It’s a loser’s game. Delete their number. Don’t go on any more dates with them. Stop lurking their Facebook page. Feels good, doesn’t it?

- Dolly Alderton  (via chocolatehighhh)

(Source: gaslightgoodbye)

Don’t waste your time worrying about how other people are training or eating. It doesn’t affect you in any way and you achieve nothing by trashing talking a method that you’ve never tried. Instead of trying to change their point of view, focus on educating yourself and better yourself through a good conversation. By having meaningful, educated conversations you may be surprised at just how much more you can learn.
- Stop the Trash Talk (via foreverpermabulk)

Unless it’s about crossfit. Then we can universally agree that it’s stupid.

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Reblog if you will answer LITERALLY ANY questions.

(Source: murderousart)

you play me, now I play you.

you let me lose my shadow.

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no I’m not back on tumblr, but here and there I’ll share some big updates in my life!

So I have a big announcement to make! I’m starting prep for a show this fall. I’m doing a lot of it on my own this time so it will be trial and error, but it’s time to lean down this machine and finally get on stage! Yes, I realize I have a broken wrist still, but I’m not using that as my excuse anymore. I’m going to do what I can for three weeks and then take it slow when I’m rehabbing it. I’m crazy excited and scared out of my mind at the same time! Here goes nothing….nahhhh here goes something fucking awesome!